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Today is Tuesday, September 6, 2005
The time is 09:29 p.m.
Due to current circumstances (namely, I can't reach my actual blog b/c the "URL is invalid"), this is it for my good ol' pitas blog.
Presently, I do have my myspace.com blog. I have been thinking about starting something on Live Journal, but I have yet to decide. Should I decide to, I will of course post it here.
Thats all for now... thanks to all those loyal readers :-)
♥Janet
Today is Tuesday, August 23, 2005
The time is 02:02 a.m.
for some reason i've had sooo many problems accessing this site from ursuline... its keeps that the URL requested doesn't exist... so hopefully I'll figure it all out
until later...
♥Janet
Today is Friday, August 19, 2005
The time is 10:39 a.m.
well today is the big day. I can't believe I'm going to move out, and next week start my college classes. I'm slightly nervous, even though I know I shouldn't be.
I'm so lucky to have Stevo. We sat down yesterday, and we talked, and we cried... mostly it was me. We talked about all the great times we've had together, and that while it sucks that summer is over, at we have each other still, and we'll still be able to have fun together. It kinda sucks that I'm "moving away" even though i'm not mroe than 20 mintes gone. I'm just glad I'm not in another state lol
I still have a bit of packing left.. just the little random things around my room that I want to take. But I have all the rest taken care of.
So now my question is... when the hell did I grow up? Honestly, I don't remember. No more high school?! since when???? Its weird thinking about the fact that as of tonight i'm going to living in a new room, away from my parents, and that is my "place". Yes, on some levels, its awesome... but still, when did I grow up?!! ahhh lol
And where did summer go by the way? I really don't remember. But I look at it like in 4 months I'll have a whole month to myself, and 4 months after that, it will be summer. yay
That's all for now... until I'm at Ursuline, good bye everyone
♥Janet
Today is Wednesday, August 17, 2005
The time is 11:06 a.m.
so I have two more days until I move out... I'm sorta packed, but not really. I'm not so sure about all this loan CRAP b/c I still don't have all this stuff I need for it... but oh well.
Classes start one week from today. Sorta scary... I have so much to think about.
I only got to go to the feast one day which totally sucked. But it happens. The food was good, i had fun; we saw Stevo's cousins which was great, and we had fun. They may have been drunk, but it was still good times.
I guess that is all... I'm done at Friendly's for now; I'll be back on breaks and stuff, but that is all.
ok, that realy is it lol
♥Janet
Today is Monday, August 1, 2005
The time is 01:59 p.m.
been busy... not a whole lot to say... 18 days til i move out... bit crazy if you ask me lol... need to apply for loans and the such still
but thats about it... nothing exciting
♥Janet
Today is Saturday, July 16, 2005
The time is 10:41 a.m.
yay for the new harry potter book... got it yesterday (well, this morning).
going to columbus today, hopefully in just a few hours. can't wait to get back.. see my boo again....
thats about it.. nothing fun and big to write about
♥Janet
Today is Tuesday, July 12, 2005
The time is 09:55 p.m.
people = shit
or at least right now they do
♥Janet
Today is Saturday, July 9, 2005
The time is 10:29 a.m.
Things have been insane here. I really haven't had alot of time for things; I'm going to have a bit more time this week b/c I'm only working 3 shifts and Stevo's gona for another week... which sucks b/c when he gets back, I'm in Columbus.
I am looking forward to going back to Columbus... BUT I don't want to stay in my sister's apartment... its so small and her animals are a pain in my ass. plus her birthday is a week from tomorrow which also sucks for me b/c I have nothing to give her. I'm so broke... and that would be from buting dorm stuff.
I'm very proud of myself b/c yesterday I bought sheets and towels and 8 movies for the dorm. Meaning I actually spent my money on something productive for myself. i still need a few things (like a computer). And I desperately need to take out loans for my tuition. which i really don't want to think about b/c that kind of thing seriously depresses me
Things that sucked are relatively back to normal. I'm still really upset about money, which like I said gets me depressed. Most of the fighting has stopped, and I'm happy to have my bestest bud back. I was pretty excited b/c last week I did get my papers about the dorms, and I'm so happy that are other people in the same building that I actually like. The crappy thing is that I can't see my dorm until August 4th I think, and I'd like to know if I'm lucky enough to have bunk beds. I don't really want a loft, but if we don't get bunk beds... I feel I must. I'm so scared there won't be enough room for all the crap we're bringing lol.
ohhhhhhhh new email... changed the link on the side so it sends to my ursuline account... and move in day is less that 1 1/2 months away (August 19)... so yay for that
well I suppose that is all for now
♥Janet
Today is Wednesday, June 29, 2005
The time is 01:04 p.m.
things just suck
♥Janet
Today is Friday, June 24, 2005
The time is 11:50 a.m.
yea, so I've seemed to disappear for awhile...
nothing new or majorly excited has happened... I just wrote everything down on myspace, but yea. things are a lil hectic... between work and what not. been doing lots of crafty type things. fun times
my cute lil booger is getting bigger. its so cute cuz gizmo knows that i'm his mama, and its like he waits for me at night... when I come home he's usually in the kitchen, or goes into the kitchen, and then follows me upstairs; he'll eat and then wait to be petted. its really quite cute....
well thats all for now
♥Janet
Today is Saturday, June 18, 2005
The time is 10:37 a.m.
Why can't things bee so simple again, and why can't I be 5 years old again... in a time where my biggest dilemma was do I use the blue or green crayon to color?
♥Janet
Today is Tuesday, June 7, 2005
The time is 09:47 a.m.
Its funny... I was going to post they lyrics to this song, "Cool" by Gwen Stefani b/c it kinda relates me to Wayne... I first heard it on Thursday... but then Saturday came, and I realize its so far from that...
For those that are wondering or those that just don't feel like reading, I was thinking about how that song would fit me so perfectly by 3 little lines:
And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool
And yet... at this moment, its not quite that wonderful. I explained everything in a myspace blog... but its currently up so that only I can view it. I may make it public, but I'm not sure. I let go of all emotion, and let everything that was on my mind out. It's one of the most truthful things I've ever written, and it was also pretty long. but its not like that matters right now...
and I dont have much else to say now, so i'm going to leave
♥Janet
Today is Friday, July 1, 2005
The time is 02:27 p.m.
people REALLY need to get a grip and think aobut the stupid shit they do. i'm currently watching vh1 and its this "news special" on plastic surgery. they were talking about the different types of procedures done now. people are getting their toes shortened for two reasons: 1) they don't like they look of their toes or 2) they want to wear fashionable shoes that are otherwise uncomfortable. holy shit, but thats pathetic. they were also talking aout how thousands of women now come in for vaginal "make-overs" to make them look a bit more attractive there.
why?!
alright enough about that... thank goodness its over. today was my project real speech. pretty cool, i'm glad its over. project real was absolutely amazing. i've decided that (or at least for now), that i'd like to become an OB nurse and help deliver babies. then hopefully deliver them on my own as a midwife. it was really the most amazing thing to watch a baby be brought into this world. i just can't explain it
tomorrow is going to be a really crazy day. i'll be dressed up in my graduation dress plus cap and gown and saying goodbye to beaumont. its finally all over. i'm still in shock by it all. but i'm so glad to be moving on with my life, hopefully to surround myself with people that are a bit more mature than those at beaumont. ive actually been talking to a really cool gal that's going to be attending ursuline next year. she's the kind of person that makes me really excited about moving onto campus... especially cuz i'll be living with monia. very fun things
unfortunately time is running out and i must be going....
♥Janet
Today is Thursday, May 19, 2005
The time is 03:32 p.m.
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
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In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
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You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. |
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You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. |
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Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
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Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
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You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
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In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
♥Janet
Today is Tuesday, May 17, 2005
The time is 03:46 p.m.
i'm super duper excited because i'm so close to being positive about getting my own kitten that its insane. I asked my mom about it awhile ago; she never really gave me the direct answer. Then I found the perfect-est kitten ever. She was awesomely adorable. little back and white kitten and we (stevo and i) named her gizmo (mcgiblet). the only thing is convincing my mom to let me keep her.
and i'm really preoccuppied and need to get ready for work, so maybe i'll write more (and have my own lil kitty)
♥Janet
Today is Thursday, May 12, 2005
The time is 01:00 p.m.
As sad as it is, I can't explain how fucking happy I am to be done with classes at Beaumont. I'm ecstatic to get away from so many people I can't stand and dont like. Graduation is right around the corner, and so is alot of new experiences with the new chapter in my life i'm about to start
A lot of little things have been bothering me lately. I really haven't had the chance to write in my blog because I simply haven't spent much time online; and usually when I do, its school related (well, sometimes).
For the most part, I've been extremely happy. I'm having a few personal conflicts with certain people (partially why I'm glad I'm done with my classes at Beaumont). School has been hectic, but classes are all over; work has been good. I'm somewhat concerned with my bestest buddy because of things that happened recently. I'm hoping my mom will let you stay in August hun, cuz that would just rock :-)
I've had a difficult time getting along with my parents lately. My mom especially has been acting funny. (and before I forget to mention it, my dad is feeling much better). I feel like she's forgotten me; we never talk, and its like when both of us actually have TIME to talk, she'd rather be doing something else. It really sucks cuz I'm a few short months from moving out. I dont know; maybe some of its in my head (I know that not all of it is)... but still...
And I'm so happy that Nick is home for the summer. I got to hang out with him yesterday (and Tuesday lol), and its been awesome. I feel about his work schedule cuz it SUCKS... but there are worse things in the world I suppose. ... that reminds me that I really need to apply for a job in a hopsital... my summer plan is to work full time (or close to it) in a hospital and then weekends, part time at Friendly's. So I"m gonna be super duper busy.
And I'm hoping my mother lets me have a grad party... if I do, all are welcome to come; it will be the end of June, and at Euclid Creek Metroparks cuz my house is shitty so I can't have a party there, lol
Well I have to turn in the last thing ever that I"ll have to do for Latin... woohoo!! hopefully I'll be able to update again soon
♥Janet
Today is Saturday, May 7, 2005
The time is 09:37 a.m.
*because my heart has broken*
"Sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own"; U2
Tough, you think you've got the stuff
You're telling me and anyone
You're hard enough
You don't have to put up a fight
You don't have to always be right
Let me take some of the punches
For you tonight
Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone
And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone
Sometimes you can't make it on your own
We fight all the time
You and I...that's alright
We're the same soul
I don't need...I don't need to hear you say
That if we weren't so alike
You'd like me a whole lot more
Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone
And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone
Sometimes you can't make it on your own
I know that we don't talk
I'm sick of it all
Can - you - hear - me - when - I -
Sing, you're the reason I sing
You're the reason why the opera is in me...
Where are we now?
I've got to let you know
A house still doesn't make a home
Don't leave me here alone...
And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you that makes it hard to let go
Sometimes you can't make it on your own
Sometimes you can't make it
The best you can do is to fake it
Sometimes you can't make it on your own
♥Janet
Today is Tuesday, May 3, 2005
The time is 02:11 p.m.
The play hasnt been horrible. Shocking, I know. I have to get thru 2 more show dates, then its all over. Kinda sad, but at the same time, work is getting a bit more hectic for me, so its all good.
I'm happy to say that I've already put in 12 hours. I have to work Wednesday adn Thursday this week, and god only knows about next week. but I'm actually kinda anxious to start serving cuz I need cash... um, say now. yea. sucks hardcore. But I'm doing the best that I can with what I have right now... which is literally just change. but I do have 2 old paychecks from vargos (for a grand total of $15 dollars...) but shit, its better than nothing. The other positive to working at Friendly's is MUCH better food w/ more variety. Oh, and the people just rock. I really havent met anyone I didn't really like that. And there are always more people working than there were at Vargos, so more people to party with lol.
Only 5 days left of classes... I can't fucking wait to get outta here. I am praying that I get out of my ceramics and child development exams... I'm hoping I did well on my child development test today (I think I did)... and I SHOULD have an A. But we shall see
Outside of that, things have been wonderful. not that they were really that horrible or anything. I've been a bit tired, but extremely happy either way.
And I've finally gotten myself a new tag board to stop the bullshit that's been going on there... i know how to get in and delete comments, so if need be, that will be happening
well time to find me some life insurance (for economics)
♥Janet
Today is Tuesday, April 26, 2005
The time is 12:59 p.m.
Work is going to be very interesting. Pretty much everyone was cool. Mandi was awesome, I really like her. I followed Mo for awhile, but then that kinda felt weird, so I was helping Bryce out by bussing his tables, since I had nothing really otherwise to do. I'm really looking forward to Saturday because that is when I get to work again. Woohoo. This time, its 12-6, so I'll get more time to learn stuff. I have to go in tomorrow to take a menu home so I can study all my stuff and all. Fun, fun, fun
On the other side of things, there is the wonderful play. Last night, rehearsal was 5 fucking hours long. Maybe I should include the fact that we DID have a snow (Beaumont, Benedictine, AND Regina). I wondered why cuz it wasn't bad at my house, but it was DEFINITELY worse out here. So I didnt have to go to school, but still, 5 hours is a longggggggggggggggggggg time. to be in one place, working on one thing (that really sucks). I pretty much know all my lines, but its kinda a matter of cues to come on stage... luckily I have the my Mort that I'm ALWAYS on stage with. SO Friday is the first night (yes, this Friday. Thank God Beaumont doesn't have school on Friday... which also means I have a 3-day week). We'll see how much of a diaster it is.
Granted, we thought cabaret was gonna be terrible, and it wasn't that horribly fucked up
Other than that, yesterday was a good day. It was indeed quite nice to be woken up to hear 'you have a snow day'. Made breakfast for me and Stevo, went to CSU where the teacher was talking about hippies, punk music and its beginning, and dominatrix-es... yea. I shit you not. lol... yea...
And I hate to do this, but can everyone please keep my father in their prayers... he just was sick all weekend and I dont think he's back 100% yet... he went to the doc yesterday and all, but I'm still concerned. He was in the hospital for a bit over a week last year after he was sick... and I just dont know. Granted, he's not the only person I'm concerned about, but I promised I wouldn't share, so just keep someone close to me in your prayers too, please? Thank you, so much, because I know it doesn't seem like much to ask, but esp. for non-Catholic/Christians, its means soooo much to me.
Everyone, please take care of yourselves... Love you all dearly
♥Janet
Today is Wednesday, April 20, 2005
The time is 11:55 a.m.
holy shit i need a vacation. I really wanna get away from the stupid stresses in my life. I can hardly sleep/eat nowadays. school is just shit... not just work, other situations too. drama... good lord, lets not even go there because damn, its BAD. It feels like things are going downhill right now... but for some odd reason, i feel like things are pretty peachy keen right now (like, this very moment). which is funny cuz I realized just now I still have a child development and economics test to take, but on top of that, I JUST failed a latin quiz. pretty crappy.
i'm not sure what to say bout tonight. I'm going to Friendly's to do paperwork so that i can start soon there. Which is good cuz i'm so broke its a joke. but for some reason i'm a bit afraid to go. its not so much that I dont want to go, b/c i know i NEED to. but i feel like I dont want to. Maybe it has to do with the fact that drama is stressing me out so much (i'm supposed to be there tonight, but i'm not so sure i can go). I dunno, I guess I'm also pretty scared about starting a new job. i was so used to everything, and knew everything that i was doing at Vargo's. But then again, its not gonna change unless I let it change. But I am also extremely lucky to ahve this job, and I am not trying to come off like I dont want it... I do want the job. I guess I"m just nervous about starting. I'm also super duper lucky to have my wonderful friends that are there for me... like stevo last night... and mo, for helping me sooooo much w/ this job
Things otherwise (than what i've complained about) haven't been bad. I had a really interesting weekend... stevo and I had to take care of our baby. I"m a bit worried about Monica and I know she's pissed at me right now, but I really am under too much stress to deal w/ another conflict right now. I hope she understands, but still. The baby drained my so much of energy b/c i had to wake up at random hours to take care of her for liek 30 minutes each time. it really sucked. but still, i turned olivia in on monday, and i kinad miss her. on top of that, i hear things and think its the baby but then its really something like a motorcycle out there or something. so bizarre.
hummm well I have to go read over the male/female anatomy for child dev cuz i can't afford to fail anything now. take care peoples.. hopefully things will get better soon
♥Janet
Today is Tuesday, April 19, 2005
The time is 02:49 p.m.
Hmmm, not a whole hell of alot has been happening. I officially quit my job, and TRIED putting in my two weeks notice, but I have a dumbass old boss that said there was not point in me coming in for an extra two weeks. So I need to figure out when I can go into Friendly's for training because no money = no good. In fact, it sucks hardcore.
Under a month til prom, and about 14 days left off classes. DAMN, I can't flipping wait to get outta here.
Been having a few people problems... we'll see how that all goes
Under two weeks til the opening night of the play... its actually closer to 1 1/2 weeks now. We're screwed.
We have a new pope... Bendict the 16th (lol)... I dont like that name. I miss John Paul. *sigh* we'll see what happens
Hmmm, thats all the time i have for now... maybe more soon... more about the baby i had for child development... I MISS OLIVIA!
♥Janet
Today is Monday, April 11, 2005
The time is 04:22 p.m.
So I have 4 people to thank, people that just completely made everything better:
1) Wayne- drove me home from the hellhole so i didnt have to wait for another 10 minutes and think about my shitty situation while waiting for mommy; also helped me calm down a bit and said all would be better eventually
2) Stevo- came over when i started crying and really made things better for me. also, brought me to friendly's where...
3) Mobutt- got me an application and talked to her manager about getting me a job; also answered my [insecure] questions about actually getting the job
4) Laurie- (Lori?) who basically gave me the job asking only that if i was serious and if i felt comfortable starting as a server.
And thus my ass has been saved from my shitty ass old job. i'm really happy cuz on top of having a really cool new manager/job, i'll be seeing my mo-mo more often, i'll probly have more hours and make more money. so janet is super-duper happy right now. and on top of that, i'm just super lucky to have all these wonderful people in my life that have helped me.
I love you all very much :-)
♥Janet
Today is Monday, April 11, 2005
The time is 01:18 p.m.
*what a dumb fuck (taken from my myspace blog)*
Holy shit, I know the best (and the worst) people. I'm just sooooo flippin' happy that i got a new job, and at most, wil only have to see my ass-faced boss 2-3 times.
I either did lose my job on Saturday, or came damn close to it. I am about 1 1/2 months short of 3 years at vargo's, and if anything, will bridge that gap and make it 1 month short of 3 years. So if I didnt get fired Saturday, my 2 weeks notice is going in tomorrow. And the best part is, I already have another job! (honestly, that was the ONLY reason that I havent quit... job security)
So why was I nearly fired? Good question. I still really don't know what happened, but I can at least fill y'all in on the funny lil story of that day (which wasn't so funny when it happened):
I came in (and who was there before the boss?! Me of course!) Saturday morning was doing my normal like any other day... but it was beautiful out, so I didn't fully close the blinds (that way, I still had some sun light). Well at some point Jerry came out and closed the blinds. No big deal. THen some old woman comes and complains that she won't be able to read the menu unless I opened the blinds for her; didn't really think twice about it... just opened 'em (cuz those of you that know jerry also know what a stingy bastard he is). well, he came out and closed them again. But then I wanted them opened, and one lady said it was very nice having them opened b/c she could really see inside the restuarant. then fuckhead went out to his car to sleep. and someone (older woman) asked me to open the blinds. well, i didn't feel like bothering the bitch so i opened them.
He had said something to me the 3rd time i opened them... but still, i didn't think it was that big of a deal. When he came back in from his nap, he asked if i had opened them, and i said yes, i did. and he said 'go home'. so i left. but then i got another job... which i will explain later on cuz lunch is over.
BUT I DONT FUCKING HAVE TO WORK WITH THAT FAIRY NAMED JERRY EVERY AGAIN!!!!!!! AND I HAVE A BETTER PAYING JOB!!!!!YAY FOR JANET
♥Janet
Today is Friday, April 8, 2005
The time is 12:06 p.m.
I really can't believe the pope is dead and today was his funeral. I wanted to wake up and watch it at 3 am, but it just couldn't happen becuse of my sleeping recently. I feel so blessed to have known who this pope is, and am only slowly realizing just how much he did for the Church. I really wish I could have met him, but I have a cross that was blessed by him (Confirmation gift... long story, it wasn't blessed specifically for me but I did receive). I can't even imagine what the next pope will be like... he definately has HUGE shoes to fill.
Outside of that, not much is going on in my life. 21 days left of classes. Next weekend I'll have my baby, Olivia, so yay! lol
Hmmm, i think thats all, but I'll write more for later (its just a matter of i FINALLY archived... and felt like writing SOMETHING).
♥Janet
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This never gets old... Dave (on the left) and Ted... during drama